Hello and welcome to my one book website.

My name is Susanna and I’m a 37 year old mother of three. This is a compelling true story about my life and the struggles I’ve gone through.

My reasons for writing this ebook had to do with a number of things. Firstly it was my way of coming to terms with my past and a chance for me to move on with my life. I needed closure and felt this was the best medicine for me.

Secondly, I wanted other people in my situation to know what I went through, and for them to know, they too aren’t alone. I hope I can reach out to people who are in the same or similar situations as me, and for me to be able to help them, just by listening to their life stories.

It’s been very difficult to type my book, because I’ve had to revisit my past, but in saying that, it has helped me to move on and leave it there, in the past.

I’ve come to terms with a lot of things that have haunted me and there are things I haven’t, but now I view them in a different light.

I know there’s a lot of people out there that struggle everyday with what I’ve had to, and a lot of these people still harbour ill feelings towards the people that have hurt, humiliated, embarrassed, abused or belittled them. But believe me when I say, it’s not the end of the world for you.

There IS light at the end of the tunnel, you just have to find a way to get there. I used to believe that the light at the end of the tunnel was just another idiot waiting to hand me more grief and pain, and for awhile there they did, but I grew stronger and decided I wasn’t going to put up with anyone else’s crap anymore and that I had to look after number one, me!

Since then I have come through the other end a stronger person. I've had alot of good times throughtout my life, but the bad seemed to overshadowed the good.

I’ve gone through almost every unimaginable thing possible, from abusive partners, losing my family, near drowning, death threats, being stalked. I've suffered with low self esteem, health problems, insecurities, being unsettled all my life, putting others needs before mine, feeling worthless and unloved, plus much much more, and most of these were from the people I’ve trusted most in my life.

I’ve been shat on from so called boyfriends, friends and family. The only plus side to my life is having had three beautiful children, now aged, nine, twelve, and sixteen. They’re my rock and the loves of my life!

I didn’t write this book because I feel sorry for myself, I wrote it because I needed closure. I’ve made a lot of bad choices in my life and I can only blame myself for those choices, but I do blame the people I’ve had in my life for the way they have treated us. I look back on my life and all I can say is I’m a survivor! That’s it - nothing more, nothing less.

I’ve put a lot of hard work and effort into this book, a year and a half to be exact. I’ve worked on this ebook day and night, hours upon hours at a time, and believe me it wasn’t easy. There’s been many a time where I just wanted to give up and burn it, but I persevered and now it’s finished.

I would love to hear your views on it, good or bad, but please go easy on me! You don’t have to have gone through what I did to read my story. It’s for anyone who enjoys a read and true stories. So sit down with a cuppa tea/coffee and enjoy the roller coaster ride. 

NB: This book is for a mature audience only, it may contain offence language for the faint hearted.

Thank you for taking the time to read it.

Happy reading!

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